Now, to know me is to know that although I am can be happy about a situation, I still cannot shake the negative that is coming. I promised myself that I would enjoy every minute I had with my sisters, Dad and Diana and not count down the hours til they had to leave. I was pretty good about it this time too. I did well until Monday when I knew it was the last day, but I'll save the sappy thoughts for later ! (shocker, lol!)
I have always been thankful for the fact that I entered this family with a feeling of belonging. It's a fantastically strange feeling to have this kind of ease so early, but I did. I have always felt an instant connection with them as I did with my mother when I met her. It was something I did not expect. I'm not sure if I didn't expect it because it was my father (vs. meeting my mom whom I'd felt in my heart forever) or what, but I'm grateful it is there.
My next agenda is finally seeing my mother. It has been my experience that I've missed her even more when I'm with him. Crazy how your heart and mind work.